How I feel right now is werid

How I feel right now is werid

my heart wantsto love you but my brain says 

your a jerk. 

When I hear things from other people and not your own mouth, 

I can't heat them from your mouth it honsetly feels like daja-vu. 

Like I have experierance this... oh wait I have

The fact that I gave you a piece of my heart 

and to know that you just crushed it. 

Like throwing it againist the wall, only to watch me suffer.

I still would like to be your close friend but you hurt me. 

I thought I was your friend, and thought you would tell me anything but,

it turns out you don't treat me like a friend at all. 

It seems that you just played me for the nice person I am. 

I honsetly wished you thought different.

One minute I was happy as heck... 

I was so happy the whole weekend. 

And to find out from different, many different people that's just sad. 

To know that you also were talking crap about me. 

You JERK. 

I thought you were Nice, 

I thought you were Caring, 

I thought you were Awesome. 

But now YOU'RE A F**K BOI in my eyes