How She Seemed

There being no pivotal moment 
She knew who she was by birth 
Fear enters her mind much too often 
Craddeled and loved for a moment
Before releasing herself from the 
embrace of a coldhearted monster
Run towards something worth more 
than what she thought of herself 
An inner disturbance was born
Both dying and growing with age 
Like people, like Her.
She pushes them all away 
Everyone she has ever known 
never really knew her
Recollections of each day 
Childhood was not simple 
She remembers both the 
situation and the mind set.
It was never as it seemed in
Every sense of the notion.