How will the monster affect you?

Have you ever been so desprate your heart aches? When the wind blows through your hair its like your hope blowing with it. Noone can help you but yourself you try,try,and try but in the end there is no reply. All you want is to live a wealthy life, but you have this green monster draging you down. Coming from the land of nothing, all you need is one answer to become somthing. Fighting to keep your spot theirs not much you can do when you have nothing to back you up. The green monster is a dither one it can bring joy or it could bring distressed. noone gets out you eatheir give up or keep trying your best. Wanting to go far in life and end up happy you have to find this monster, and put him to the test. will he bring me joy, or bring me distresed?