No need to say even hi or hello because i will be dead anyway, welcome to my

useless live when I realize that after a 20 years of your life I didnot success

at any thing in your live, not even a relationship and I are just wasting air that 

I breath, i donot desirve the food am eating every day i donot desirve any thing 

iin my life am nothing why will i smile why will i laugh why will i get a happy 

moment, what now my tears will come out my eyes no i said no stop that i have 

to stop my feeling that only onthing i can`t stop is me from breathing am a good 

human people say but nothing realy matters am pain woking on the ground what 

now what am i thinking in am thinking of people who might loves me yes yes my 

parents and how much they will be sad if i die but look on the otherside they will be

happy later because i donot cost them money of any cost of food water to pay on me 

then go work am tolikg to myself as i donot know i alreay worked from before but its

no about money its just about me and my feeling am just useless i donot deasirve anything

 i realy hate myself with all good i am and how happy i show 'lie' to myself i am and smile

but am not am never get something i asked for hahah asked who i dont ask i just want and 

nothing happens at the end you willsay sorry for him/her do you think your word will change anything.