Hurt

I hurt even though you dont see it, I hurt even though i cant prove it. I hurt because i dont know what to do, I hurt from hurtful things that are said. I smile because thats all i can do, I laugh when theres nothing to do. I cry when i can think of how to deal, I panic when things get extreme. I lose concentration when all the B.S start, my grades suffer because of it. Big tests freak me out, Big challenges make me pass out. ( not literally) I worry about what goes on at home, It breaks my heart to know you have to go through it alone.