Hurt

How much hurt will I be?

And how much time will it be?

All the pain flowing down vein

Never ending even after tears drain.

Each little statement hurting like thorn

Creating a question why was I born?

Deep and deep heart cracks down.

Today no one will care but everyone will mourn.

Today almost when I'm breaking in pieces

Depression only hugs and pain only kisses

Loneliness cares for never ending relation

In this rhyme of hurt I'm having painful creation.

How will I express the pain, I dont have words

Waiting foe escaping pain and flying like free birds

Silence is the only was I can express

Cutting down vein is only way i can escape distress

I don't think it can have alternative 

Then to take my own life with gun

Coz this depression has cut me so down

From which I'm trying to run and run

Today the only regret i have is

I helped everybody in situation

To them, that would destroy

When I was shoulder for everbody

But No shoulder for me to cry.....

(Plz do comment if You feel the same)