hurt

i never thought this wouldnt work i never felt this pain that made me forget about my worth how could he love me but treat me like dirt he and i share such beautiful gifts from God for all that its worth 10 kids six by him and still the pain gets worst why do i take myself through this knowing i am not what he urges 12 years of being inlove with the feeling of him touching he use me and abuse me and i really thought he was inlove me i love Dwayne with everything in me but now i know i love will not last for etirnity because he only hurt me