Hurt

I'm hurt,

At some point in my life,

I wished to disappear from this world,

I cried every night,

But I couldn't feel better.

I'm hurt,

The whole world seems so dark,

will my mind feel at ease,

if I disappeared just like that

I was so afraid of people looking at me.

During those beautiful days,

I was in pain,

I hated myself

for not being able to receive love.

This is not how I wanna feel,

but I keep getting further away.

What should I do?

I am hurt

~yamuka