Hurt

Why is it when you want something so bad people flip it and make it to where it makes you so mad but then if you’re being distant Then they’re trying to be persistent. It makes absolutely no sense when in everything you’re just trying to keep your heart in defense. Because you have already been hurt so much so when they act like you mean nothing it’s a huge crutch. Even when they mean the world to you, it’s never enough but sometimes you have to just stand up and be tough. When at this time, you really just wanna fall down or hell maybe even leave town. They don’t see how much their actions affect you. Or even what they put you through. Sometimes you just have to do it for yourself for a better view. Because you know in your heart, they will never have the love for you like you do them and knowing this tears your world apart.