I’ve cried more times than i can count today.
I don’t know what will become of us.
I want to stay with you because you do make me happy, but nothing is written in stone.
I like to hope that whenever you read this we will be together and happier than i am currently feeling.
My sisters said i am dramatic, but i just worry about every possible situation.
I know i always told you not to worry but like you said i need to take my own advice.
I’ve tried, but my mind won’t let me.
Honestly, i don’t know if i am being reasonable or not…
I love you.
I love you so much.
I’m so scared.
I don’t know what is gonna happen and i am so scared.
Why is our relationship so difficult?
We are kids.
I am a kid.
But i love you like i’ve never loved anything else.
You are the only person i can see myself starting a life with…
I am sorry i ignored your text after you read my rant, i was crying and just seeing your text or even hearing the tone made me cry harder…
I can’t look at you right now, i had to change my wallpaper.
I still love you, i just don’t think i can put my heart through this for as long as you say.
Like i said, i hope that when you read this we are still together and going strong, but if that isn’t the case…
I hope i can speak for future me and say that i will be waiting for the day you are free for us to be together.
I love you with everything in my being,