From the Hurting Princess

You.

I’ve cried more times than i can count today.

I don’t know what will become of us.

I want to stay with you because you do make me happy, but nothing is written in stone.

I like to hope that whenever you read this we will be together and happier than i am currently feeling.

My sisters said i am dramatic, but i just worry about every possible situation.

I know i always told you not to worry but like you said i need to take my own advice.

I’ve tried, but my mind won’t let me.

Honestly, i don’t know if i am being reasonable or not…

I love you.

I love you so much.

I’m so scared.

Please.

I don’t know what is gonna happen and i am so scared.

Why is our relationship so difficult?

We are kids.

Kids.

I am a kid.

But i love you like i’ve never loved anything else.

You are the only person i can see myself starting a life with…

I am sorry i ignored your text after you read my rant, i was crying and just seeing your text or even hearing the tone made me cry harder…

I can’t look at you right now, i had to change my wallpaper.

I still love you, i just don’t think i can put my heart through this for as long as you say.

Like i said, i hope that when you read this we are still together and going strong, but if that isn’t the case…

I hope i can speak for future me and say that i will be waiting for the day you are free for us to be together.

I love you with everything in my being,

Your Princess