Hurts

Things for which I feel guilt

Things I did

Without any bad intention

Because of my lack of reflection

It kills me

To hear them mentioned

They can't be taken back

Fuck things up

I always do

I have no luck

With my idiotic brain

Making every ignorant desicion

Because I can't stop and think

"This is a bad idea"

I'm sorry for real

For the bonds I've killed

I drown in self loathing

I can't stand not knowing

The true morality of my action

How bad I truly stabbed you

And how much you hurt

Believe me please

I didn't mean to...

It hurts to hurt too