I.

I don't see a future for myself I don't mean that in a bad way But if you knew I didn't see today I don't always see a tomorrow I feel stuck They say not to let people turn you cold hearted but my heart feels froze I don't see myself next week I am weak I feel as if I'll never make it I'll never make it to graduation I won't make it till a old age I can't picture myself being successful I am a failure I don't see me ever learning how to drive or how to cook or ever getting my own place to live I'm unresponible I don't see myself ever getting married or having a family or finding " the one" I'm unlovable ,to much to handle I can't picture myself moving forward I feel stuck I feel paralyzed everyone says that I've changed but I don't see it I see fake smiles behind the lies and nervous laugher I hear fake I love yous and I miss you And I will always be here for you But Where are you? Not here next to I. Good-bye.