I ache from loss.I'm

I ache from loss.

I'm sad. 

People don't understand my pain

they don't understand me.

thats why I say nothing. 

Thats why I'm burdened with grief. 

I push away my boyfriend,

even though I know he loves me.

hes tired of me being sad,

and so is everyone around me. 

I think they're tired of it,

hearing it.

This isn't a poem.

This is not poetic. 

I'm fucking sad.