I Am

I am a riddle

wrapped up in a conundrum

shaped by confusion...

Trying to figure out if 

silence is golden

or 

to let it all out...

I am trying to blend

and to stand out

and to be myself

but

live up to expectations...

I am lost sometimes and found often

stunned into disbelief

but wanting to believe...

I am filled with certainty in regards to

uncertainty

frightened by the future

but 

intrigued and eager to move forward

I was...

I am...

I will be...

Me?