I Am...

                                                                I Am me and only me but, 

                                                     I Am what everyone expects me to be. 

                                     I Am expected to be an example for my younger siblings but, 

                                                         who will be the example for me?

                                             I Am expected to be greatness and achieve all things. 

                                  I am who God made me but, who my parents shaped me to be. 

                                                                 I am me and only me but, 

                                          the insecurities take over the one i am meant to be. 

               I am a broken hearted girl searching for her way, a new light to recovery, yes thats me. 

                                                              But what am i suppose to be? 

                                                                  I am special, I am unique

                                     I am someone who cares what everyone thinks about her, 

                            I am the one who cries at the mere thought of not being good enough. 

                    I dream of being a better me, through all the pain and regret in my sweat, 

                  I am the only one who can write my happy ending, i say i will be somebody, but

                                                                    I am me and only me.