I AM

I am just quiet

like a faraway wind

like a fluttering leaf

like darkness in the night

I am full of self-doubts

inside my head

chaos does its rounds

and all systems breaks down

I am never here

i am always there

never can be near

to live in the bliss of the moment, it's rare

I am drowning in fear

to hope for a key to the open door

to ask for the simple road

to a happy future

I cannot see

it.