I am...

Resilient, but never prepared

Prepared, but never ready

Ready, but never anxious

Anxious, but never scared

Scared, but never timid

Timid, but never frightened

Frightened, but never oblivious

Oblivious, but never unaware

Unaware, but never clueless

Clueless, but never outspoken

Outspoken, but never loud

Loud, but never heard

Heard, but never rejected

Rejected, but never alone

Alone, but always happy

Happy, but always determined

Determined, but always working

Working, but always energetic

Energetic, but always working