I am

I am sad and hurt

I wonder why the world is like this

I hear fake people and there lies everyday

I see sad people all the time

I want to be more happy than sad

I am sad and hurt

I pretend to be happy for people to smile

I feel like I am in a room alone and trapped

I touch the gates of Hell and feel home

I worry about death

I cry when I feel pain in friends and family 

I am sad and hurt

I understand pain in my feelings

I say I am okay when I am not

I dream of a good world

I try to be happy for people 

I hope my mood changes for awhile 

I am sad and hurt