I am

I am a complex puzzle I wonder about my future I hear my ex in my dreams day and night I see the devil tempting me I want to be loved and understood I am a complex puzzle I pretend to obtain bliss I feel I'm on the right path I touch my sister's hand I worry I won't see my family again I cry for the empty spot in my heart I am a complex puzzle I understand life has some purpose I say I am nothing like my mother I dream of her fixing her mistakes I hope to see the light I am a complex puzzle