I Am

I am Eija Shellman I hear people talking I smell Japanese Cherry blossoms I taste alcohol, I touch fabric, I see clothes, I want money, I wonder what more life has to give me, I pretend to be happy when I’m sad, I enjoy hanging out with the girls, I worry I’m not getting the most out of life, I cry when I think of how hard things have got, I think happiness is a hard thing to obtain, I understand life itself is difficult, I feel like it’s getting harder every minute, I say what I feel as I do before I think, I dream to become a fashion designer, I plan for success, I hope things get better over time, I can look forward to the impossible, I think friends are an important thing for a girl to have, I make my dreams into reality, I am Eija Shellman