I am

I am special and alive I wonder if life is worth it I hear my heart beat fast I see my soul floating away I want my life back I am special and alive I pretend I am powerful I feel my heart explode inside I touch my tears that run down my face I worry someone will kill me again I cry because my life is over I am special and alive I understand I can't do anything anymore I say I can handle this but I can't I dream I can live once again I try not to cry anymore I hope I can get a second chance I am special and alive