I am

I am a college student.

I am not sure what i want to do.

I am sure that the future is terrifying.

I am terrifed.

I am sure it is not my future that scares me.

I am afraid of myself.

I am bi polar.

I am riddled with anxiety.

I am full of paranoia.

I am not sure if i have schizophrenia.

I am sure there are things in my room.

I am convinced they aren't human.

I am convinced they aren't real.

I am tired of the voices in my head.

I am tired.of resisting their pleas.

I am tired of resisting the urges to self-harm.

I am exhausted.

I am covering my tracks carefully.

I am making sure no one knows,.

I am aware of the consequences of letting family/friends know.

I am scared of the looney bin.

I am even more scared of doctors and medicine.

I am trying to recover on my own.

I am not a danger to myself.

I am struggling.

I am tired.

I am in desperate need for help.

I am alone.

I am tired of being alone.

I am looking for a companion.

I am afraid of being alone forever.

I am sick of hearing people say it'll get better.

I am not in a place to believe them.

I am not scared of the monsters in my room.

I am not alone when they are present.

I am not as scared around them as i am around people.

I am starting to believe that people are the monsters..

I am trying to stop.

I am trying to socialize.

I am trying to make friends.

I am trying to get over social anxiety.

I am trying to make this life better.

I am struggling to climb out of this pit.

I am yearning for someone to lend a hand.

I am begging for someone to notice i need help.

I am trying to put the pieces of my life back together.

I am certain i cant do this alone.

I am screaming out why must i do this alone.

I am screaming for someone to help me.

I am screaming for someone to put me back together.

I am not sure how to do this.

I am not sure if i can do this much longer.

I am not happy.

I am safe.

I am safe

I am cold.

I am so cold.

I am shivering.

I am sure you're warm

I need you.

I need you now.

Please tell me who you are.

I just want to be with you.