I Am

I am a over thinker, I spend most of my time trying to think of the what could that I forget to use faith to get me through the what if. I live for the future rather than for the right now. My life has been nothing but a rollercoaster , by saying that I've taught myself to be strong and independent. I think so much of the what could that I forget what's most important , the why. Although I see the truth I always try to get around with a lie never ever wanting to know why.