I am Afraid

I am afraid to start and never end. 

I ask myself how many times well i ever make it.

Struggling and crying every night, redness in my eyes and waking up every

morning realizng i am steps away from my dream to become real.

I am afraid to fail. Im afraid to feel depressed. 

Continuing school so i can start my future, my dream and my life. 

Can't eat, can't sleep, but i wanna finish. 

I wanna start Collage. Craving to graduate and realize i made it.

Here i am waiting until i continue school and do what i desire to study. 

I am now afraid to fail and be regected. But i stand tall and head high because 

here i come.