I. Am. The. Confused.

What is right and what is wrong,

do you realize the sins you make?

You know in the depth of your heart that's wrong,

so why not stop it and make it right?

Why would you continue to live that life,

who care's enough to just be a sacrifice?

There's not turning back from the mistakes in the past, you loved, and laughed; but made scars that will last.

Stop being a fool and realize what you did,

ask for forgiveness and repent from your sin!

You are dumbfounded, idiotic, and a liar,

want to be labeled as a sinner?

We all are one, but it's take a true person of shame to realize what they did wasn't part of the game.

Don't listen to society, it's a sin itself. Trust in what you know, and save yourself.

You can't do this on your own, it's completely impossible.

Fall down and cry, Abba, this is all too indescribable. 

Pain, the guilt, the hate, this life. Deep down I'm just a demon inside. Save me from my soul, myself.

I don't want this anymore, I don't want this sin anymore, this evil, I don't want it anymore.

What is right in this life,

why is it so hard to overcome what's wrong?

We are humans,

why is this so hard?

Is it right to give up,

or so wrong that someone may not love you?

How much more can I take,

before I hate myself all the way to the grave?

You have written my plan, and know every detail. Right now I just wish I knew where I'll go. What are you planning on doing with me, is it something crazy? I'm scared of what is to come. Lord my God, are you sure someone else can't be the chosen one? What's so amazing about me? I'm just this person whom you made to be.

Answers is all I'm praying for. I'm so lost in myself, in my mind, that I can't keep looking forward.