I am fine

I am fine with the facts:

The fact that I am gay.

The fact that I am a girl some days,

and a boy other days.

I am fine with the fact that I bind

Sometimes longer than I should

I do feel pain

but

I am fine

I am fine with my scars

I am fine with all my doubts

I am fine that i lost her

I am fine with the fact that she is my home

The fact that I am forever in love with her

The fact that you "had" to leave me

I am fine with the pain

I am used to it

I am fine because i will always be here

Even through all this pain, tears, scars, and sadness

I genuienly am fine...