I am Finished

Dying is easy. Your gone in a flash as you hold onto every last breath your pathetic trying to live for nothing living is what scares me constantly aching I'm sick of trying so as i take my last i'm frail and weak my bones breaking away I'm scratching to get out i watch myself dwindling away watch as my blood drains i scratch until I am sore fighting to finally leave you might want to watch as my heart stopped beating my lungs ache with each breath i take my eyes burn bloodshot my fingers have bones showing form constant clawing skin is constantly being opened and dug into my heart ripped in two take me and let me go as i bleed out of my soul as the blood drains out of my twisted broke body i watch myself lose all my day but by night i shall surely be gon. darkness will cover by mbody it will swallow me up till i am no more i will remains in a pit of nothingness so i slowly become left behind so that no one can remember me there are no tears, sorrow, shame guilt or pain just nothing i am nothing blackness overides me and takes me away at night i ride with death i skate with darkness and sleep at night a sleep that i will never wake up a place of constant nothingness where no one can be with me i am alone and i like it that way secluded where no one can possibly awaken me as i wait for Mr. Grim Reeper to come and get me i watch as the blood sheds out of my pale whtie skin and i know it's only a short time before he comes to finish the job i see death coming out from the ground As i barely as able to stay alive death's head is in my sight I watch as his hand touches my face I wait for my time to escape my soul as i wait death pulls me close. Death brings his lips to my ear he speaks You're coming with me and your finally at your end Death plants a kiss on my cold whtie and plae face. the kiss sucks my only living soul left of me Darkness has overcome light and death has overcame life I would know because i am a witness of this trial i watch as i lay on the ground as my eyes shut and my lungs stop. i want to close up forever even my soul can last forever I reach away i fianlly have came to a perfect place a perfect resting place Where no one can save me It's to late anwya im alrady gone im underground ten foot down. I say good bye and ill see you some day or another but for now im going away and someday youll be down here too and we'll be all ten foot underground so no one will be able to hear our screams until it's too late. your sorrows will all go away just as you did you cant escape this dreaded route but nice try. Oh well it's not like i watn to stay. why donw you watch me as i take my last. i stare at my blood slowly draining from my puntrued wound in my side. My eyes are dry and i can no longer keep them open. My head throbs and my legs are going ot break. i am feeling it from the inside out Death inside He's killing me from inside out lets all watch me die. I slowly fade into dark blackness when im forgotten not remebered by no one. My soul is dried up and all bled out. No ari, no blood all quiest and alone burried in the ground My screams are mummbled My breath sucked out by my dear friend Mr. Reeper. all quiet inside all wound up in my thoughts I had never been afraid of death I still am not. Ive been trapped in this body trying to escape Before i was gone i had to be perfect. My hair stanned with red, my body full of black blue my feet full of cuts i no longer preen myself instead i am gone in the wind No matter how loud i scream no one hears my sould aches to run away but I am stuck I am stuck in a forest I am trying to run away but its a never ending maze I am in a daze of a constant haze I stop for a moment the trees reach to the sky they shade me from the chilly rain. I take a moment as i breathe in the mity air. I am surronded by peace. the green ivory tree leaves swayed in the wind The crinkle of the leaves was like all my frustration disappearing I walked far deep into the foggy forest I noticed a babbling book aside form the forrest my mind was completley blank the pitter patter sound of the rain sooths me It makes me still i wonder where this plave is or even if its real The babbling brook talks to me I listen as it baffles on down the stream I am patient to hear what they say Rocks shine from the suns rays The rays of sun peak through the leaves My soul is free A small heart a heart of a butterfly The butterfly flies away pastg me trying not have been see. i fell attached to it. i follow it trying to keep the pace The butterfly is full elegance and grace and beauty. Most people just think of it as an insect but i think of it differently she is different I finally see the beauty I stare I hold something bery specail a delicacy that only one could create I look at the magnificent beauty I close my eyes and whisper I hold you in my heart forever and let my only friend go The brook speaks again I breath deeplhy and dip my feet into the cool water My feet are black full of dirt and cuts the water calms me I walk farther until i am waist deep Im chilled to the bone and swollen and raw my soul is so weak i am being swept away I am pale as ice my lips a faint cheery red My blonde hair loosing its streak of red. dry lightinig cracks acorss the sky I struggle to swim back to the shallow banks My body stays and i can not fight My lungs fill with water my head fills with pain the water is clear but my body shows scars and fight my face shows happy but my eyes say pain I tumble and tumble until i am nearly breathing each breath i take makes it harder to breath in pain I roll onto the soft green grass Grim rises from the ground He pulls me up and kisses me one last time then we both go ten feet under I am going to die lets all just say goodbye all quiet and alone forever and ever. i hope it all goes away but lets just say it doesnt ill rot away in pain. My soul is battered and beaten so as Mr. reeper comes i wait in silence Mr. Reeper knows me better than my own self. Grim shows up awaitng to take me with him. I wait but he jsut stares. His black shadow swallows me upo and we go ten feet under ground I lay down i am not going to try and stop soon it will all be gone just as i was before so as i watit ot be fully covered my breath slowly dimishes My lungs are done i am finished and mr reeper finished his job and i am all gone