I am, I am not

Someone told me

"Stop what you are doing, stupid"

Then I caught by an idea

That maybe I'm just a nobody.

My mind told me

"You are not that good!"

Then I realized why people left me

That maybe I am not what I think I am

My conscience told me

"No one believes you"

Then again I assumed in the wrong side

That maybe someone trust me for they need something from me.

For the last, my heart told me

"No one love you!"

And I think that is true

That maybe they have loved me but not the same love I have for them.

I am, but not I am

Maybe I am blind 

That someone accept me

But the truth is...

They do not and never been!