I am... but let's be real

I am... but let's be real.. Should I sit around here waiting for everyone to hear the perfect life story of the college student striving to be a childhood education teacher? I am.. almost there But let's be real.. Im struggling. Its hard. Because I'm sitting here waiting for the teacher to kick me out the chair and say.. get out there. I am.. not ready.. But let's be real.. Because I'm sitting here day by day, learning about something by diction when I should do the hands on learning I fully deserve. I am.. impatient But let's be real... Im just trying to do my thing, get a teaching licence but I might have to transfer because financial aid isn't covering for me. I am... upset... But lets be real... Financial Aid wanna be like "You get two toppings on your pizza, you don't need financial aid" I am.. confused.. But lets be real.. My mom is lucky that we can afford some kind of pizza I am... #broke college student problems But lets be real... I just wanna go to school so I get this over with already.