I am me.

Fri, 10/19/2018 - 13:04 -- Maraea

They use to call me Oreo. Said I was dark on the outside but white within.

As if the way I act changes the color of my skin. Yea I’m a mixed girl, millatto, a mutt.

I got the white girl hair and the black girl butt.

They try to get me to check a box with a label.

Never knew which one to check and I felt like that was my fable.

Which one, which one?

Do I check two or one?

She said to me “You don’t count as black.”

With ignorant comments they attack.

To this day they still take me a back.

Darker blacks tell me I can’t relate.

But my skin is dark enough to still get hate. 

They say I can blend so under pressure to fit in I bend.

There is no end. 

“Your not black enough with that light skin.”

But white people say I’m too dark so either way I don’t win.

Choose a side!

Apartheid. 

Black, white or both?

I don’t have to choose one and stick to it by oath.

I choose both because they are both a part of me.

See me for my personality and let me be.

See we are all the same when we bleed. 

Love and acceptance is all we need.

This poem is about: 
Me
My community
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Maraea

This poem is very personal to me and one of my favorite works. I enjoyed putting my own experiences, struggles and hurt into it. I put some raw emotion into it and I think this poem was a step in the right direction for me. I hope to continue growing and developing my own voice further.

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