I am only 13

There is a moment when I hear this thing that doesn't apear to be love.

I sit back watching them get close and imagin if I am the most. 

I hear his voice like a melody to a song, I think he is singing to me but i am wrong. 

Her it's her it will always be her. When she walks through thr door, when she pushes 

her hair back once more. I sing him songs behind a door, she gives him kisses even more. 

It's love it's pain it drives me insane. I dont know what to do but say, I hear him screaming

in my ear it's not me he wants to cheer for being the one who cares no more. He exspects 

better, for i have a letter, for i try to bash him more. He ask's me is there more? Then i sit back 

crying, feeling sore. My story has not ended yet he hasnt proposed his final threat, for who does he 

love more? I am 13 he is 24 i have no room to say more. Should i be discusted should i be

in tears, does he even care anymore? I guess we will find out when i am no more!