I am the son he never had

I am the son he never had,

i am sad when I think he's gone,

i am the most depressed when I question God,

I am upset that he had to die,

i am the most angry that cancer had to kill my hero,

i am emotional when I pass the hospital, 

I am the easiest to calm down when I hate the world,

i am better knowing he's watching over me,

i am the light in his eyes, the kindness in his heart,

i am happy when I hear his voice in my dreams,

I am the most over joyed when I can celebrate his life, 

i am okay with his death because I will be with him in the kingdom it heaven,

I am the man he wanted me to be,

I am happy to have met my hero,

i am the son he never had.