who am I?
I am a surviver
because I have seen the gates of hell
open up before me to hold me and keep me near
the needle in my arm was just a temporry fix of how I felt
the escape was undeniable, but this was how I delt.
i flew high, crashed and burned
felt the kiss of death approach me with an unconcered desire to take me.
I am a surviver because I fought
I fought the battle of addiction at such a young age
but the past is what has written the stroy to my page
the lies I was fed have taught me to be wise
and if I were asked " would you do it all over again?"
you see without my past, I wouldn't be stronger
i wouldn't see past the groggy film that so many are unfortanate to see
I am a surviver because I fought hard
But I am...because God says I am