I AM A SURVIVOR

I have been through the ugly, I HAVE BEEN CALLED UGLY, I HAVE FELT UGLY!!

but also I have seen such beauty.

It has taken me awhile to discover my own.

For years of various abuse, manipulation, betrayal, just crucial and brutal severe case of truamatic experiences one after another

it REALLYY changed me. Everything about me, how I look at the world that we live in today.

And I tell myself that there has to be some kind of light at the end of the tunnel.

God said he would not give any of us more than we can bare! & I AM TRYING SOO HARD TO KEEP IT PUSHING AND HAVE FAITH IN HIM BC WITHOUT HIM IDK WHERE THE HELL I WOULD BE RIGHT NOW!! DEADASS.

i JUST FEEL THERE IS A LIFE FOR ME THAT HAS NO STRESS, NO PAIN, NO TEARS OF SADNESS OFC! JUST PURE SINCERE JOY AND SUCCESS! I AM DESTINED FOR GREATNESS! I AM BEAUTIFUL! I AM POWERFUL. I AM LOVED AND WILL LOVE LIKE I KNOW HOW. I WANT BETTER AND I WILL BE BETTER. 

SOMETIMES CHANGE is not that bad, it can in fact be for THE BEST!! 

And ik now that things in life are all tests 

so think critically alot more and say less with all respect.

But hard times are at my chest

but ik God will keep me in check.

& with him I surely Blessed & not Distressed.

So my MIND,BODY, AND SOUL

I GIVE HIM TO BE SURE TO PROTECT Me from

anything the enemy has to infect, infest, or implanting.

I'm covered in The blood of the Lamb,

sorry devil you can not think to try to touch pls!

I've survived & will CONTINUE TO DO SO!

And as I walk up out of that fire & leave untouched just some ash from all'a the damn smoke;

call the opp on their madness and pray their ass dare to damn croak

piss their damn cloak

dump that ass and wish they will float.

I'm here to give hope. I am a SURVIVOR & I feel someone out there should finally damn know!

We all hit a deep slope. We might even be broke. But what nobody told me is that you can die and try to die again but if it'snot your time in God's will just yet, he won't let your ass damn GO!!!!

Somebody ought to give him the glory bc there is always a hidden sparkle in a sad story.