I AM TRYING..

You went into another world
Leaving me alone here..
You are calm and happy now
But what about me ..?

I am trying to survive here
Learning to live without you
I am trying to stretch my lips
Showing how to smile without you
I am trying to stare in their eyes
Pretending to hide my tears for you
I am trying to burst out a fake laugh
Expressing that emotions are still without you
I am trying to move on with the world
Demonstrating that I exist without you

But all over the sky
when darkness prevails
And from the eyes of the world
It fades me away ..

Twinkling for me , as the brightest star
I know you are there, In the dark sky
In the other world, Along with you
You have taken away, a part of my soul
Knowing very well that , It will never come back

How ever I am trying to be
What I was when you were
But no one can ever feel
The pain growing within me
And that my soul is injured
And it's bleeding from inside
But the world never knows
That it will not heal again
And still I am trying …