I am not defined by the box i check,
I am not 'that girl'
I am not defined by the curves of my hips
Or the rhythm that rides my lips.
I am the mountains I've climbed,
molehills to some awake the demons in me.
I am not the words i've said,
But the mistakes I've learned.
I am not who I want to be,
for I will never be she.
I will always strive for one step more.
I am the moment you fall asleep,
the moment that seperates yesterday
I am the domino effect,
I am not what happy looks like.
I am a chameleon soul, just trying to get by.
I am above the pulse,
but below the average rating of amazing,
I am what you see in me.
I am what makes you not give a second glance.
I am what will always want to be more,
That's what makes me
so much more then me.