I am......Relentless

by 77Clark77

October 16, 2015

Concussive syndrome cause one too many times i been domed

But if i can't get out there its more than down and out

That 1 hour a week the one time i dont wanna put a gun in my mouth

BUT YALL THOUGHT I WAS FINISHED?

LIKE THIS A freaking SCRIMMAGE?

You just dont get it

This is it

Chase your dreams

Dont let the world make you gleam

Sick if being heavy hearted every single day

Over all the choices ive made and the girls that wouldnt stay

Well girl thats singular im still messd up about her in every moment

So to distract myself i chase these dreams i want it

Lately yall been hitting me with "the way you chase your dreams is so inspiring....

Yall dont realize how much i need that cause on the inside ive been dying

Yall know how damaged i am

But still call me inspiring that just feeds my hunger and famished fam

So i pour my heart and soul into this

This so called ignorant dream of mine

But dont forget ignorance is bliss

ill never quit chasing I'm Relentless

i dont wanna do what everyone else did

Accidentally settle down have kids

spend the rest of my life restless

because instead my dream is still relentless

Give up my dreams for financial security

Live the rest my life in obscurity

And damn right im angry

Angry at the world

Angry at these girls

More than anything angry at myself

Cause for too long ive been too proud to ask for help

Well dammit im struggling im fumbling and im crumbling

But then i sit and realize im only twenty one.

Why am i in a hurry to find that one

That one thing or that woman

That attitude has had me doomin

And yeah ive been gloomin

Focus on yourselves,

You havent been here long enough to tell

Where your headed

But its something great i bet it

My problems Im sick of running from

Im determined now can you feel the thunder coming

Id like to feel understood

Like when she used to give me that look i miss feeling that good

And in the back of my mind i weep

Because these emotions creep

And the price of success is steep

And idk if i can pay it

I mean am i okay with it

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