I Apologize In Advance

I wanna apologize in advance

For who i may be no no for who i am 

I make mistakes and I cry too much

What I do in life is not enough

I wanna apologize in advance 

For never really taking a chance

For staying in a small small box

For being just as fake as botox

Let me say sorry to the ones I’ve caused pain

I never really understood that I would lose more than I gained

Let me apologize for all my wrong doings 

Sorry mom and dad for always causing trouble to come abrewing 

Let me say sorry for the ones who try to be my friend

I get scared of being too close and I never really stay till the end

I guess I want to apologize to my generation

For always causing heartache and vexation

But if I step back and look in the mirror 

I can see the person I am becoming much clearer 

I never really did attempt to become new did I

I just stood on the sides and lived a lie

I can stress enough how you need to find who you are 

Because if you don’t well honey you won’t make it too far

I’m saying life is short so don’t waste time

Don’t wait till you have fallen out of your prime

I wanna apologize in advance because thats the path I took

Well let me try and really try to find my new look