I Asked Myself Why

When you have no one by your side what can you do?
Sometimes i look back in time and ask my self why is the world so cold?
But I'm left with silence and a question that can never be answered
I have fears i cant over come
I Have memories that wont disappear
I Have sadness inside of me that just wont go away
i have secrets that I cant share
And still the big question is WHY?
Look around I see a smile
I see smiles ,i see tears
I hear laughter, i hear anger
I feel happy when deep down inside i feel pain
I try to stay strong but i keep stumbling
I'm inside of a world that i can never figure out
but in the end i will figure out WHO I AM..!