I Blame You

You were never there for me when I needed you the most, Always saying you were a phone call away, I did not want that, I wanted you with me, in front of me, to be there to hold me, You weren't, So far away, Always, I blame you Watching everybody else play catch or tossing a ball, It always made me dream, What if? That what if never came a reality, It was always business, business, BUSINESS! I blame you You chose her, You chose your job, You chose your pets, Over me, I was a child, A teenager, Now a man, You weren't there for those years, You chose to be with them, I blame you I'll never know what could have been, I'll stop dreaming, I'll stop trying to make excuses for you, Why? I have begun to finally move on, Finally begun my journey on my path in life, I have finally realized the person who you truely are, I have begun to see what people were always telling me, The real you, I blame you You never listened, Never cared to hear my side, You will never EVER know how I feel, I blame you It's hard to love someone, It's hard to believe that I have so many worries, Will I be able to love, Will I be able to let someone into my life, Will I make your mistakes, Scared and terrified I am, I blame you Life isn't so easy for me, Like you said, life doesn't owe you anything, If life doesn't owe me anything, Then I don't owe you anything either, I blame you I needed some help, But you turned me away, I needed that left leg, But you turned me away, I blame you I am trying to make a better life for me, I am trying to be strong, Hopeful for the future and greatful for the life you never gave me, I won't let you bring me down, I won't let you try and make me feel bad, I won't give in, I won't, I blame you I'll make sure to write you a thank you note, I'll date it, Sign it in pen, So long to the past and my dreams, I won't forget you, I won't forget the times I turned to you and you pushed me away, I blame you A lesson will be taught, One for me, And one for you, I will move on, Become someone you will never really know, I will be the person you never were, I blame you I will be the dad you never were and never have been, My kids will never forget me, Never be left without a left leg, Never be left alone, I will teach them right from wrong, How to love and treat someone, How to be a great human being, I will never let them fall, I will be there for them whenever they need me, I will make sure they have the opportunities you didn't give me, I will make sure that they, That they don't ever blame me the way I blame you, I blame you My life has just started a new chapter, Right now, That chapter is without you, Most of my chapters have been, I will only look forward for now on, Never look back, As much as I hate to say this but, I will always love you, I will always be greatful you gave me life, And only life, I blame you