I Can Never Forget

Everywhere I go

Everywhere I look

All I see is him

 

He's always on my mind

He's always in my heart

He's always there

He's everywhere

 

I try hard to be strong

I try to show no pain

But the hurt is always there

It never goes away

It's written

In my heart

And on my face

 

No matter

What I say

Or what I do

I can't forget

I loved him

I still do

He was my everything

And despite the fact that I am nothing to him,

He's STILL everything to me

 

He makes me laugh

He makes me cry

He brings me joy

He brings me pain

He gives me butterflies

He gives me heartbreak

It's a rollercoaster of emotion

It's love

 

It never changes

It never stops

It never goes away

There's constant love

But constant pain

 

I try and try

But always fail

I lose him every time

I lose us

 

I can't give up

I can't go back

I can only hope, pray, and dream

I still love him

With all my heart

He means the world to me

 

Through the days,

I force my smiles

And at nights,

I cry myself to sleep

Always waking in the night

 

This hurt

This loss

This incompleteness

None of it is right

 

For years

I've feared the loss of him

And now it's come to life

 

I've lost my crush

My partner

My best friend

And just a chunk of life

 

Every day

I remember

Thinking about him

A spiral of thoughts

That never seems to stop

 

Every night

I cry out

Dreaming of him

Longing to have it all back

A hurt that never goes away

 

I cannot be strong

Not through this

I cannot let it go

I cannot make the pain stop

I can only remember

I can only cry

I can only miss him

I can only love him with all of my heart

I can only wish him the best

But I can NEVER forget

This poem is about: 
Me

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