I can't stop

I can't stop. 

I don't want to tell my friends.

I don't want to tell my mom.

I can't stop.

I can't stop "accidentally" forgeting to eat.

I'm afraid of what they will think.

I don't want them to worry.

I can't stop, but they need to know.

Once they know, I can get some help.

I can stop and I will stop.