i cant take it

To my daddy

Daddy come back to me

Feels like im losing everything

I've always had nightmares

But not like these

It feels more real than fake

Sometimes they could be a mistake

Ive made alot of bad choices since you left

I thought because you aren't here with me

I couldn't move on physically

I stopped going to church

And worst

I stopped trying to achieve my dreams

Not because they were not interesting

But because i felt like

Without you there's no need

For happiness

Even a smile

Maybe i'm going crazy

Maybe i need help

But as i write this down i feel free

Like your sitting right next to me

I thought it would be scary

But it’s really nice to know

My father still around for the show

Regardless of the others

My daddy knows my heart

And i know deep down he's not going to tear it apart