i cheated

i dont hate you 

i want to but i dont

whose fault is it other than mine

a moment of passion for someone else

a lifetime not knowing what could have been

it was just a kiss

but we had dreams 

we had experiences that still make my heart leap

i dont know why i never felt guilty 

i told you im cold-blooded

but i am sorry that we are apart

i do still have a heart

i did love you 

in a way that you care for someone

but i still dont know what love is 

i hope to find it

some day with someone

i hope that for you too