I Could..

I could dream of you forever, But it wouldn't put me beside you. I could call your name on end, But you'll never hear me. I could ask a million questions, But I'll never get the answer I want. I could write a hundred poems, But you would still never understand. I could have said it before it was time to leave, But I said it in a little note. I could try to forget what I feel, But I've pushed too much out already. I could lie to myself, But lying exhausts the soul. I could give up on you, But too much of me still loves you.