I Could, I Still Wouldn't

To go back, to relive, to renew.

If I could, I don’t think I would

because then I would no longer be true

Now, I know there are things that I should

change, for instance: when I would just quit

for no other reason than frustration.

Here: all of my mistakes will now be writ,

a confessionary declaration.

Hours on end of texting, gaming, and

many more recreational events.

my time spent by writing with freehand

instead of using my common sense:

Compelling myself to study, memorize,

and work more. Now I am penalised.