I do not want to

I do not want to get the run around anymore.

I do not want to have to look in 15 different places to find the answer to a single question.

I do not want for my future wife and child to go hungry because I couldn't go to college because I couldn't pay for it.

I really do not want to have to move back to my parents' house because i couldn't cut it on my own.

I do not want to disappoint anyone.

I do not want to disappoint myself. 

I do not want to be anything except for the ultimate me, which i have a clear mental image of.

I do not want to get poor grades.

I want this scolarship.

I want help.