I don't believe

I've beed hurt Hurt to the point where I can't no I don't even see myself as beautiful I act like I care how I look I put a show and try to make it seem I'm into my own looks I act conceded But truth... I hate what I see in the mirror I take my glasses off just so I won't see I get complements all the time I get hit on from time to time But nothing has changed how I look at myself I've been in relationships where I lost my pride I've lost confidence I've lost myself So when someone says I look beautiful I don't believe them