I don't have the time

Let me write these thought down out of my head Since speaking isn't easy But writing out these emotions Let me make instrumental Click Nothing sounds right So it's not good enough Exspation so high I don't have the time With all these negatively people in my life They don't want me to succeed They love watching me suffer Telling me I'll never live up to expectations Of completing things Take away everything Still cant take away what's mine But this heart hurts This mind is reprogramming I need time Time that I make