i dont know how to feel

i dont how to feel

everytime i think i got you out of my life there you are again

in my notes

on my computer

on my phome

when others bring you up im speechless

all i can do is smile and say is that your far away

that you are with your family

or you are busy with other things

i have to lie to a few

and others already new

you left me again

i tried to erase you 

but your friends call and txt me

and show up at my place

i cant go out because your always around

this is a small town but how can you be in ever part